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Saturday, October 30

"Detik Demi Detik"

2007
     buat pertama kali aq mnjejakkan kaki ke SMK Dato' Bentara Dalam. seminggu orentasi mmg memenatkan. seminggu bersekolah di sesi ptng mmg mngantukkan.. lepas semggu, aq trpilih ke sesi pg.. taon ni jge bermakna buat aq.. buat pertama kali aq tahu kewujudan si "dia". mse 2, aq tingkatan 1 n dye tingktan 3.. dye mmg tol2 wat aq ske dye.. dr mle2 ngok dye.. ntah ape2 la aq ni.. pastu lme2 aq tw aq xkn dpt dye.. aq berserh n lpekn semua 2..
     org kte form 1 ni bru2 nk mnggila.. angin gile aq pown dtg la.. aq couple ngn sowang hambe Allah ni.. genap 25/5/2007 kteorg couple.. tp, nk wat cam ne.. da mmg xd jodo.. kteorg clash 21/10/2007.. xcmpi 5 buln pown.. ad msalah yg wat aq tol2 cdey n xsngke aq kne tpu bulat2.. so, aq ttop pntu at n lpekn psal cnte.. aq mle berubh..
     taon ni gak, buat prtama kali aq klua banda sndri.. mse bke puase wit membe2.. berempt.. n mse bufday aq.. ;)


2008
     taon ni aq trpakse sesi petng coz bngunan xckop.. kwn2 rmi yg pndh.. aq mle rpat ngn D. aq seronok kwn ngn dye.. dye mmg bek... S pndh skola nie.. aq, D, N ngn S kwn bek.. mne ad aq, kt ctu ad dyeorg.. dyeorg mmg kwn yg bek.. mse taon ni, kteorg d pnggil grup ANTI-COUPLE.. semua single n kteorg epy ngn care kteorg.. ;)
     aq ngn dye xbrjmpe ag.. dye sesi pg n aq sesi ptg.. aq lpekn hsrat aq utk kenl dye n go on ngn idop aq.. aq da mle lpe dye n xkesa sal dye..


2009
     taon yg pnting.. PMR akn aq hadapi.. aq d tukakn ke sesi pg smule.. mcm2 bnd jd taon nie.. mse buln 3, sesuatu mnimpe S.. dy khilngn ayh nye yg trcnte.. aq sme2 brduka cita buat dye.. aq hny mmpu brdoa yg trbek wat dy n femly.. impakny, dy trpkse brpindh smule ke JB.. aq cdey coz khilngn kwn yg sgt bek.. :'(
     aq dpt tw ad prtndingn drama.. tcher bwk kteowng g audition.. aq xtrpilih.. tp sebb mnat aq trhdp dnia lkonan (eceh3..) aq dserap msok smule.. biarpown hny sbgai wtak sampingn dan pmbantu, aq tetp epy mnjd sbhagian drpd drama team.. tnpe d sngke2.. aq jmpe smule ngn s dia..
     taon ni mmg brsejrah.. awi ke-2 PMR, s dia msg aq wsh gud luck.. abes exam (15/10), aq men msg ngn dy coz boring.. tnpe d sngke, kteowng brkwn bek (I <3 him so much..) dy sempat smbot bufday sme2 ngn aq.. aq appriciate ngt2 waktu 2.. andai waktu 2 bole brulng smule.. (T.T)
     15/12, stu msalh mnimpe kteowng n mnyebabkn aq ngn dy trputus hbungn.. aq cdey ngt2 n xtw ap sala aq pd dy..


2010
     awl taon aq wsh semua orng trmsok s dia.. dy xreply msg aq n aq anggap dy da xnk kwn aq ag.. saket ny hati aq waktu 2.. tp ap aq ley wat, trime semuany.. seminggu leps 2, saat aq da ley trime semuany, msg dy msok inbox aq.. prasaan brcmpor baur.. epy?? cdey?? aq cbe anggap dy kwn wlaupon dy mnx lbey dr 2.. aq xnk kcewa.. tp betol kte org, org len kte ley tpu.. dri sndiri?? aq trase mnyesal knape aq tolak dy.. aq syng dy.. aq tkot khilngn dy.. tp trnyata, kputusan utk anggap dy sbgai kwn adlah kputusan yg pling bodo yg pernah aq wat.. aq khilngn dy.. bukan setkat sbgai yg tristimewa.. juga sbagai sahabt.. aq cdey..
     andai bukan jodo kteowng.. knape kteowng d pertemukn n jd kwn rapat.. saketnye hati bile aq dpt tw aq xmngkin dpt dy n dy da pown d miliki owng len.. aq cyg dy.. susa sngt ke utk dy pham n trime aq.. dy pena ckp nk tnggu aq abes blaja.. tp..... ap semua nie..
    taon 2010 hmpir berakhir.. aq akhiri ngan plbagai kesa cdey spnjng taon nie.. aq khilngn dy yg aq cyg.. n yg tmbah cdey ag.. aq khilngn kwn2 yg aq cinta.. knape semua owng jaoh dr aq???  mngkin mmg ni nseb idop aq.. T.T


kalau nk tlis 40 mke surt lom tntu ckop.. bnyk detik yg bg aq brhrge.. tp, bia la knangn 2 bersemadi dlm ingatan aq.. skalipun dy xkn ingt, aq redha..


<3 <3 <3
cyg.. knape kau ckp ngn aq yg kau nk tnggu aq?? knape kau sanggup tipu aq?? ape sala aq pd kau?? aq xpham knape kau jd mcm nie??  sekalipun kau da xnk kat aq, knape aq xley bnci kau.. kau da saketkan hati aq, tp aq xley bnci kau.. KENAPA??????


buat kwn2.. knape kowng jaoh dr aq?? ape sala aq?? ckp la kalau kowng da xsudi kwn ngn aq ag.. kalau aq cme nyusahkan kowng.. aq cdey bile kowng jaoh dr aq.. aq xtw ap aq nk wat.. aq indu kowng ngt2.. aq nk kite jd cam dlu ag.. tlong maafkn aq klau aq sala..

smile ;)


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6 catatan tinggalan:

  1. fez: bf...yerp...i know...biaselah...tyme2 mcm ni...rse mcm nk couple...ade bf....rse dsyngi n menyayangi...mcm membe2 kite yg len kan....its normal....kite serupe jer dlu...stp org mst pnh laluinyer...myb hubungan tu x kekal coz...dy bkn yg t'baek tok kite....n ade org yg lbey baek + sesuai dgn kite sbnrnyer...cume...mase n keadaan jer yg akn tentukan...bile...di mane....di samping takdir n jodoh....so....juz sabarrrrrr.......relax...cool...steady....:)


    2nd: frenzzz....friendship ni sgt besar mksodnyer.....sng utk rapuh....susah utk dijage....dlm b'kwn...lau seseorang itu ikhlas dlm b'kawan...dy pasti akn terima shbt dy seadanyer....baik + buruk nyer....tp lau dy xdpt terimenyer...mst ade sumting yg xkene pd niat dy sblom kwn ngn kite....so....dun worry bout frenzz...bia org wat kite...jgn kite wat org....lau kite slh...kite mintak maaf...lau dorg slh...kite mintak maaf jer...kdg2 sikap pemaaf yg kite pamerkan boleh melembutkan aty mereka......

    dlm edop ni....kite kene bykkn sabar.....dont ever2 despair + giv up in ur life...ngat tu.....:)

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  2. haha.. blog ni kn medan mluahkn prasaan.. nurul ne ad rmi kwn, so nurul slalu ngn dyeowng jew.. ltely, ad bnyk ngt prob ngn dyeowng n nurul ase cdey ngt.. nurul ad try nk btolkn sumeny, tp nmpk cam mmbzir jew.. sume cam da xley d btolkn.. nurul sndr xtw p sala nurul pd dyeowng.. so, nurul amek kputusan tok diam diri.. myb dat's d best..
    yg sal bf 2, 2 kesa mse "silam" la.. skang pown dy da ad gf bru.. senang ngt dy tuka2 kn.. xp la.. amek pngajaran.. don easily trust man when they say bout luv.. (wah, BI tonggang trbalek..)

    ni la nmeny idop.. so many challenges that we had 2 face.. need 2 be so strong.. dnia mmg kejam.. but, kite kne lwan.. aja!! aja!! fighting.. ;)

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  3. yerp...blog kite kan...ske aty kite la nk luahkan ape pon...tol x?juz jage sensitivity kaum jer ar kot...haha...

    urm..bese ar...lau nk citer masalah membe2 ni...sampai ke tua pon xkn abes...kt mane2 pon msti ade problems...
    along skunx pon ade crisis ngn membe sendiri....sbbnyer kecik jer kot....ntah la...mlas nk pk...wat pening pale....wat buang mase....baek fokus tok final exm ni jer.....lg bgos.....u

    urm...berdiam pon care yg t'baik...
    kang..mkin byk kite ckp...mkin byk plak slah nyer...mkin complicated jer jdiknyer.....

    um...owh...yeker...dasat giler da ade yg bru yer..tgk jer la slame mne dy b'thn ngn gf bru dy ue....laki skunx mmg susa nk dijangke.....nk caye apetah lg.....

    dunie x kejam...tp manusie yg jadikan dunie ni kejam.....huhuhu....as long as kite optimist...think positive....
    n everything will get easy and okay....
    it depends on how we handle it.....
    nothing more...
    xpe...edup ade byk pengalaman la bru adventure....chill!!
    hehe....:)

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  4. betol3.. (again?? dat's my word.. haha)

    smlam dpt msg(FB) dr bes fren 2.. dy ckp seolah2 nurul bnyk ngt sala kt dy.. nurul xpham ap dy nk n ap dy ckp.. ikotkn ad prjumpaan nk musyawarah (eceh3..) 10/11 ni.. mlas r nk p.. mlas nk ngadap dyeowng yg asyk nk sala kn nurul.. myb mmg nurul x dprlukn dlm geng dyeowng..

    sal dat boy.. biak p la ngn idop dy.. myb dy bhagie ble sketkn at ppuan.. satu mse nti dy seda la.. (hpely..)

    juz pray 4 d best 4 ol of them.. i'm epy wen i c they epy.. ;)

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  5. owh....kirenyer dorang nk wat conference la ni....urm..terpulang kt nurul....lau nurul rase lau nurul pegi....mmg dpt selesaikan maslah...bgos laa...tp lau rse mcm ade possibility xkn selesaikan mslh...baek x ya....buang mase kite jer.....tol x? ekot gerak aty....

    haa...ni ckgu bi nk betolkan ayt ni....

    *just pray for the best to all of them...im happy or it's enough to make me happy..when i see them happy....

    lau tegur..nt kite ngat ayt kite betol n trus2 gune bnde yg slh....

    x kesa kan?

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  6. ntah lah.. ngok gye cam 5-5 kwn da nmpk sala nurul sblom nurul ckp bg phak nurul.. so, lau nurul ckp un cam x gne jewp.. coz 5 lwn 1.. dyeowng xkn caye.. ntah la, mlas pk.. biak p la depa..
    tol la, ikot gerak at.. lau ase ajin, g la.. lau x.. xd mkneny..
    td cg bru gtw, pekse 8 n 9 hb tunda 10 n 11 hb.. ase cam nk nges pown ad.. pekse time bufday.. tensyen nyerrr.. :'(

    owh.. tq3.. tq so much.. nurul mmg nga pektis bi coz tcher soh cbe2 gne simple english 4 cnvesrtion.. so, t seng.. lau nurul sala, along btol kn jewp.. xd hal la.. ;)

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